bad day. attempted to shop for swim suits. depression. i've come to the conclusion that i just won't swim because i'm not meant to be scantily clad due to my size and glowing skin. well now im going to nap and try to get ahead on my magazine project and then carynie and qb and me are off to the theatre to usher for company. I've just decided today that i want to have a party. soon. just because i saw these really cute invitations. might attempt to go sell Godspell ads today or tomorrow if i decide to be productive. who knows. excited about new york.